Years ago I was just a freshman of an state university, and as if a fast-forward button was pushed, I' am now a senior student who will be graduating in a few days. Same feeling again, just like in high school, happiness and distress has once again causing fuss. Though I' am glad that my parents' hard work will be paid off, I' am unhappy to leave behind my fun, careless and easy-go-lucky student life. I' am afraid to handle greater responsibility which I will be forced to embraced after college.
At this point, I want to escape the process of growing up. (seriously!!) If possible, I will go with Peter Pan in Neverland! I want a time freeze! I want to stay in this time zone forever. There will be no pressure. No expectations. No difficulties. Less struggles. Less responsibilities.
I imagine myself flying with Perter Pan and the Lost Boys. Enjoying life without adulthood worries. Being selfish and mean is not a big deal in Neverland (I like that!). Nothing to be feared of, cause you make your own rules(yeah!). Although there is Captain Hook, the epitome of arrogant adults, he is weak and easy to be fooled. (hehehe.. bad..) Hmmf...unfortunately this wish is just unrealistic! A true fairtale, can never be happen. (so sad..)
So I left my fantasy.
After that, one thing I do realize. This is what I believed in. Although we can neither turn back time nor freeze it, the past can always be look back on. Everyone has their own Neverland where we feel joy, happiness and even sorrow as we remember the things we've been gone through.
Too bad for the "childish" me, I have no choice but to remember the past, appreciate the present and welcome the future. Maybe there is nothing to fear in change, after all, it what we needed.
I don't know what lies ahead of us, but I know, It will never be the same again (without you all). With different environment and new priorities and opportunities, here comes the beginning of a new life, new adventures and new struggles!
" To all my friends, as much as we might like to stay close with each other, it is inevitable due to the priorities we might take in. But, for sure, our experiences together will link us all from one another! Definitely we will find new friends and new relationship but remember that the time we spent together is timeless like the Neverland!"
Thank for everything!
I will miss you guys!
Good luck to us!
2 comments:
What a great sentiment. :)
Some of what you're saying is part of another Pan story, written from the notes of Barrie for more.
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BELIEVE!
woah!nag-emote c pre!hahah..ganda nmn ng entry eh...will miss you too...
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