Which way to go?

I’ am on my 18th years of journey in life. (wow, parang di ako, seryoso?hehehe,,) And still, I don’t know which way to go. I ‘am a 3rd year student of “Industrial and Organizational Psychology” in PUP-STE, but I can’t imagine myself as one. It is also not my line of interest. So why am I taking up this course? Uhmm….. let just say that , I ‘am a victim of circumstances which was the result of my harsh choice.

My first choice was engineering but unfortunately, I didn’t got a slot. It is just for the high grader math students. (nakakaintindi rin nman aq ng math..) I only had two courses left to choose. Great. Very great. Then the interviewer suggested taking management but I refuse and said “Sa psychology nalang po!”. Why? Cause my high school friend told me that she would take up psychology if ever she pass the entrance exam. I was thinking that it would be good if I have accompanied. On the enrolment day I saw her! (sa pagkamalas-malasan ko) She… was…. enrolling for management!!! I felt like a somebody hit my head! Damn!! What was I’m thinking?! How dare me to decide just like that! My only reason, my unreasonable reason few away. At that time I see my future as an old bridge which fills with fog.

Well that’s life and maybe that’s me. I’m not a critical thinking person. Just lean on to what I know “that time” was the right thing to do or what ease my situation without analyzing the result and consequence of my action.

“What makes a man, man? It is not how he starts things but how he chooses the end.”
-from "Hell boy"

And now I’m choosing my way to reach the end of my college life (it still 1 ½ year to go. Hehehe..). even I have the chance to go the other way, to shift , I choose to continue. In he pass I had chosen the path that I thought was a mistake. The I realize that it was a blessing in disguise, because it brings me overwhelming happiness, exciting experience and unforgettable memories which I shared with the people so close to my heart. They are the side effects of the unprescribe medicine that I bought. To have friends like them(they know who they are) erase the regrets of my chaotic mind. It’s not a bad choice after all. hehehehhe….

Well, this is another road of adventure, surprises, regrets, risk, ect.
Still don’t know where to go.
I guess courage is what I have now.
Good luck to me.

hahahah...

>>suoicerp